By self-guided I mean just that. The gate is opened for you and it is up to you to find your way back. There is no time limit. There is no way-finding signage. There is no tour guide, or even someone to look after the onlookers. I suppose a tour guide wouldn’t help much as the noise level is so high that you couldn’t make out what they were saying anyway. You are allowed to wander pretty much anywhere: through hall where they spin the thread, where the double it, and then spool it, and unspool it and then spool it again. I actually have no idea what all they do to silk, but there are web-like threads of silk whirring and spinning though a number of different machines.
Life can be loud and dirty-- filled with “too much to do” and
covered in all the little messes we make for ourselves. Not enough quiet time
and peaceful relaxation. For me, I often feel like I’m throwing handfuls of
wispy nothingness into my life’s loom, praying that I haven’t knotted the
threads too badly. My “wispy nothingness” is my actions, thoughts, and deeds
some which I deem inconsequential, others I silently (or not so silently) boast
about. Through the loom they go. From my perspective it is messy. Unattractive.
Pathetic, even. But as I look through the marching shuttles and gears, I am
confident that the One who threaded my life’s loom is the One who knows exactly
what beautiful and intricate design would come from all my nothingness. To Him
it is not pathetic or unattractive, and that’s all that really matters. It is
not my “wispy nothingness” that should take credit for my life’s cloth, but my
Lord and Savior. To Him be all the glory.
Enjoyed this. I didn't know you had a blog! This is Rebecca Whitaker.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your journey Emily. I look forward to sharing another cup of coffee with you upon your return. May you be blessed with a safe return home.
ReplyDeleteLucretia
thanks for sharing...
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